大概结束了吧

这题目正是我思考很久的一句话，该用什么符号呢？

我真的不知道

八月2号开始吵架，冷战。星期天已到了

是我的不服输？ 是你的任性？但是走到这步，我想答案似乎不再重要。

你答应过我

我是你的唯一

你要给我的未来

你说，以后做每件事都希望有我参与

答应我，太多了。。。

大概只有傻瓜才相信吧？

你全都食言了。。。

你离开我的生活 离开我的视线 离开所有与我有关的事

我很希望 这一切都只是暂时的 甚至觉得你只是和我呕气

但是，我都听说了。这不是梦。。是你离开的事实

我哭了无数个夜晚

从来没那么害怕安静

只要静下来，眼泪就不受控制

每一次的伤悲，我都不停提醒自己，哭完了就不要想了

要坚强，不能倒啊！！

安静的夜，只剩部落格陪伴

醒来吧！

我气馁了。。。

My Girls

There was a time i gave you guys up, I am seriously thought that I had lost it.

But somehow, you take me in back to your life once again.

I don't know how to tell you guys how grateful I would be, but I hope u understand there are circumstances for me to do all these.

I love u guys and also it enable me to sees more things through this events.

This is one unforgettable experience and I think I know Better this time.

Got back my Singapore trip photo.... and I just can't afford finish seeing all these photos.

Because it's a memory that should be kept deep down my heart. to END it.

莫名的紧张

突然觉得紧张 像是很多事情突发而来

功课要交了 考试要到了

事情总是接踵而来

看到小妹的舅舅过世 心里百般心疼她

好希望她 能马上熬过去

毕竟生离死别 是无法预料的 无法避免的

接下来就是 不能被发现的关心

说真的 他要我放手不管她

我是可以的

我只会远观 不会触碰你的心情

只是请不要挑战我的宽容

我很多事情都知道 但是我选择沉默

那只是我对你的宽容和宽恕

多难听的我都听过 多难受的我也受够了

接下来

我们都只是大家的过客 有缘的话 我们还会是朋友

要断绝

也只是一种选择

我的心情 只为我服务 不要再扰乱它

雨天 晴天 都只为我 不为别人而活

i know

I know that you are just the one i wanna be with
I know this sound silly but i know

and i know how much u mean to me
and i know how different you are to me
and i know i would do~ everything for u~

Don't ask me how i know, cause i just know

Inspired by: too many late nights~~

cold and calm

Every time when things happens, i seems to keep myself in a very calm situation.

This has been define by others with cold blooded person.

I got no issues with it.

I know myself just well enough to know these has always affecting my emotion, but why should i tell the whole world?

Nothing can defeat me that easily and nothing will change this behavior of me.

You thought i am just that cold, but u never know how i go through it all by myself.

我不醉 了

一次把自己这些日子的不愉快的，都喝下去了
倒的是酒 喝的是情 醉的是爱
没有几杯 就把自己给喝倒了
每次都觉得 喝得烂醉 真不值得

我不要再这样了 ~~
要记得 买醉没有好处
收获，就只有眼泪

Cheer...my friend

Well, meeting you again after so long is never been easy
I really do hope everything goes well on you
Wish that I could do something for you
But it does not seems to work anyway.

Life is bumpy sometimes
Some roads we go through our self
and some we go through with love and supports
May god bless you with mercy, to make sure it goes well with lesser pain.

Good luck and take care, My Dear Friend.

Who is Hello Kitty Boyfriend?

Seriously, I am definitely not a fan.
But I got crazy when i found out that Hello Kitty have a ''Boyfriend''
Boyfriend's name are : Dear Daniel (Daniel Starr)
A Twin sister (OMG, serious?!): Hello Mimi

Gosh~~ this information made my day...LOL
http://american-otaku.com/2008/12/hello-kittys-boyfriend/

是开心吗？

今天心情算不错 好像找回了自己

生活很平静 夜里少不了寂静 但是这份安稳的感觉 我好想珍惜

大风大浪的感觉 有时真的让我喘不过气

是时候安分点 做一个学生应该做的就好

忙正经事的我 少不了那份满足

说真的 好想把自己全投入在课业 长大了就会觉得

感情比功课更不好处理

马上就要考试 功课越来越忙 又回到了我读书的高峰期

读account的人 最忙就是closing

我马上就要到达我的closing啦！！

她的到来

This time she is back
This time things went easily and i am so grateful

I thought things could turn out so badly, but it has been a good weekend to me.
Not to sure about what she thinks but i guess this has been the most perfect relation we ever had so far.

Walk around the shopping areas and snap a photo.
Actually i do know that the photo we snap is kinda ...precious.
Because we had never really have 1

Think of the past, i really never been good to her that I should.
But i hope now I can do whatever I could to stays good like now.

告一段落

很生气时，做了很傻的事
偏偏也是最明智的决定

你不问，就判我死刑
到底是你残忍，还是我早已失去你的肯定

事情告一段落，我只想丢掉所有的事，一切从来
包括了我曾经拥有的

原来我一直以来 需要的是朋友 不是其它角色
总是有人告诉我 他们要的是什么
其实我也好想告诉说 我要的是什么 怎么好像没有人在意？

放弃，往往是很容易的事
放弃，也是很难过的表现
我放弃解释 很容易
放弃你们 我觉得很可惜

如果离开是解脱 我就是那钥匙

Back to School!!!

It's always a feeling of telling me to go back and study.
But somehow, I want to avoid the feelings of having doubts when there is an option.

I know I still stand a chance to change my mind and go back to work. I can climb myself up somewhere. But I wanted to take my degree. It's a strange feelings that even I'm alone doing this all by myself.

After a few days class on my first week, I know this is not gonna be a piece of cake. But i wanna get over it. I need to focus and stay alert, Lots of them made it, Why Can't I?

It's a brand new path, a big decision, an interchange. Please give me confident and support to Go Through.

A little bit updates: you are important to me, but i won't let you affect me.

胃痛

今天，我又胃痛了。。。。

突然回想起，这个病也算是纪念一段逝去的恋情（后遗症）。
说着说着，都已经跟了我六七年了吧！
绝食是很多人都做过的蠢事吧。。

可是，就因为这样，我一个人晕倒在家的次数更是家常便饭。
我其实觉得自己还蛮能忍的，痛晕了醒来，不就是睡醒一样。
没什么大不了

日子久了，晕在学校 晕在公司 偶尔还会半夜挂急诊

其实还真的后悔当初，可是当时的我就真的什么也吃不下啊！！勉强不来。。。那几年可以说是我最累的。乐观的看，算是一种精彩。

几年过去，读书的读书，工作的工作。大家似乎也不想再想起那年的事。像是种禁忌
对现在的我来说 我只想好好地过

人家说人生就是背包旅行
背包要装的就是现在和未来 过去不开心的 我只想放着
因为背包不重 我才能走得更快更远




今天的感言：如果你真的那么爱他 你有没有关心它的世界？
如果你没有 那你是爱他 还是爱你自己

忘记了怎么去爱

过去，曾经以为爱一个人太简单了。就像婴儿会哭一样，与生俱来的感觉

不知道从什么时候开始，我忘记了怎么去爱，怎么去被爱
感觉应该是怎样的。不停的问别人 问自己 好像没什么结论

与此同时，我不懂去珍惜为我付出的人。
伤害和痛苦 却成了理所当然的结果

活在过去的感情阴影 是我不敢面对很久的事实
坚持留在他身边 为自己带来痛苦 也不后悔

终于， 我让他自由了 真正的离开 有我的世界。



现在的我 已经分不清 什么是爱了。忘了最初的感动 忘记了怎么在感情的路上 向前走

长辈就是如此贴心

二伯中风也有一段时间了，眼看他瘦了一半真的很不舍。
行动不方便，也说不出话。

现在比较能说点话了，可是很难才能听得懂。
大家似乎也不想打击他。。。听了很久，还是听不懂他想说什么。然后讲的和听的也难过了

我只是每次见他，就说你很快就好起来了。。。他却拍着自己的胸膛说他自己不用紧，你们要乖乖，要听话。

过年时，他开心到流泪。
因为大家都在，可是爸爸和几位兄弟姐妹却躲在一边难过。

心酸。。。心里不断提醒我，真的真的要保重自己的身体。健康体魄，得来不易。

work and no life

Working in a brand new and fast growing with minimal workforce.

I actually don't really understand, why im still there everyday to rushing in & out every single day.

First entered this company, i saw them! a very strong team with passion on work.

I never understand why they willing to work up to 12am or sometimes stay overnight in office.

After these months that i suffered through. i understand. How difficult it is, but your buddy were always there to support with great leaders and surround with friends.

My 1st month, work till 8 or 9 pm. I just don't know why, but im still here. In this extreme company. We all lost our life that we tried so hard to catch-up.

All the sacrifices that not sure whether there is worth. Fight and argue cause we are stress and we are all together most of the time.

This will really be some experience i never forget. Workaholic....

I wish all the bad will go away soon, Happy New year and let all of us Be Happy.

Im tired

Yes, as titled...im tired. But i don't want to complain.
I know every little effort i pay, its a chance to go further.

I know doings things more than others then only can make my life different.

Sometimes, just don't understand why people only wanna try to make their own life easier only. What about others? But its ok... I take it, swallow and digest.

U're the boss rite?

Somehow, living in a city is just too hurt my eyes. Because city is ''fah fah sai gai'' . Belief it with your own eyes. Cause when i on the way back to home, it's already so dark with all the lights.

Yet, i just want to start imagine my life with peace. So i will, i will change just because of 1 things.
I don't want to live like what im doing now for the next 30 years. Call me crazy, i dont care.

Cause pushing me to a high end, its definitely driving me crazy.
JUST IF U AGREE, start to find a way to chance. Cause NO 1 will Take Care Your Life Other Than Yourself.

Slogan For Living Tapestry

Slogan for Living Tapestry

1. Live with style and comfortness.

Reason : Comfortness is the only main point , style is personality and a requirement for modern living standard .Short, Simple and easy to recall.

Pangkor trip with all colleague.

It was superb amazing that i went, damn sure i will regret if i miss this trip. It was very fun and excited. This trip let me know alot of colleague from different dept and i know better of all the colleagues in my dept.

Well, it is always nice to have all people around to have fun, somehow the location was an extra advantage(nice view man!!). How many days in your life that your can just leave your job or what ever responsibility to fully enjoyed yourself? Nothing better than the whole company ON Leave right.

Because of this, i know we all care for each other and we work miracles together. Im lucky to have you all in my life.

For the photo, check out my facebook.

I m heading to my way

Although things is not gonna be perfect, but not a wrong to pick a better 1 right?
Should i take a dull and safe way, or a challenging way that is to choose a path that not much people tried.

I don't know what is on the front, but my sense of curiosity is driving me all the way to explore.
Now im so not engaged to anything or person. Just wanna take my own sweet time to do what ever i want.

Things in life should always full of suprises, dull and boring is just so not me. Don't ever try to change me, cause you're wasting your own precious time. Tide me up won't make a difference, love me please let me be.

After a short brief of a description of my point of view, ever thought of what you want? If anyhow happens to inspired you. Please do let me be the one to share with you. Keep yourself in the corner won't make you a better situation.

p.s: This is a self expression, don't throw banana to me if it boreds u ^^