2011年8月7日星期日

大概结束了吧

这题目正是我思考很久的一句话,该用什么符号呢?
我真的不知道

八月2号开始吵架,冷战。星期天已到了
是我的不服输? 是你的任性?但是走到这步,我想答案似乎不再重要。
你答应过我
我是你的唯一
你要给我的未来
你说,以后做每件事都希望有我参与
答应我,太多了。。。

大概只有傻瓜才相信吧?
你全都食言了。。。
你离开我的生活 离开我的视线 离开所有与我有关的事
我很希望 这一切都只是暂时的 甚至觉得你只是和我呕气

但是,我都听说了。这不是梦。。是你离开的事实

我哭了无数个夜晚
从来没那么害怕安静
只要静下来,眼泪就不受控制

每一次的伤悲,我都不停提醒自己,哭完了就不要想了
要坚强,不能倒啊!!
安静的夜,只剩部落格陪伴
醒来吧!
我气馁了。。。

2011年7月18日星期一

My Girls

There was a time i gave you guys up, I am seriously thought that I had lost it.
But somehow, you take me in back to your life once again.
I don't know how to tell you guys how grateful I would be, but I hope u understand there are circumstances for me to do all these.

I love u guys and also it enable me to sees more things through this events.
This is one unforgettable experience and I think I know Better this time.
Got back my Singapore trip photo.... and I just can't afford finish seeing all these photos.
Because it's a memory that should be kept deep down my heart. to END it.


2011年7月4日星期一

莫名的紧张

突然觉得紧张 像是很多事情突发而来
功课要交了 考试要到了
事情总是接踵而来

看到小妹的舅舅过世 心里百般心疼她
好希望她 能马上熬过去
毕竟生离死别 是无法预料的 无法避免的

接下来就是 不能被发现的关心
说真的 他要我放手不管她
我是可以的
我只会远观 不会触碰你的心情

只是请不要挑战我的宽容
我很多事情都知道 但是我选择沉默
那只是我对你的宽容和宽恕
多难听的我都听过 多难受的我也受够了
接下来
我们都只是大家的过客 有缘的话 我们还会是朋友
要断绝
也只是一种选择

我的心情 只为我服务 不要再扰乱它
雨天 晴天 都只为我 不为别人而活



2011年6月13日星期一

i know

I know that you are just the one i wanna be with
I know this sound silly but i know

and i know how much u mean to me
and i know how different you are to me
and i know i would do~ everything for u~

Don't ask me how i know, cause i just know

Inspired by: too many late nights~~

2011年6月12日星期日

cold and calm

Every time when things happens, i seems to keep myself in a very calm situation.

This has been define by others with cold blooded person.

I got no issues with it.

I know myself just well enough to know these has always affecting my emotion, but why should i tell the whole world?

Nothing can defeat me that easily and nothing will change this behavior of me.

You thought i am just that cold, but u never know how i go through it all by myself.

2011年5月8日星期日

我不醉 了

一次把自己这些日子的不愉快的,都喝下去了
倒的是酒 喝的是情 醉的是爱
没有几杯 就把自己给喝倒了
每次都觉得 喝得烂醉 真不值得

我不要再这样了 ~~
要记得 买醉没有好处
收获,就只有眼泪

2011年5月6日星期五

Cheer...my friend

Well, meeting you again after so long is never been easy
I really do hope everything goes well on you
Wish that I could do something for you
But it does not seems to work anyway.

Life is bumpy sometimes
Some roads we go through our self
and some we go through with love and supports
May god bless you with mercy, to make sure it goes well with lesser pain.

Good luck and take care, My Dear Friend.

2011年4月29日星期五

Who is Hello Kitty Boyfriend?

Seriously, I am definitely not a fan.
But I got crazy when i found out that Hello Kitty have a ''Boyfriend''
Boyfriend's name are : Dear Daniel (Daniel Starr)
A Twin sister (OMG, serious?!): Hello Mimi

Gosh~~ this information made my day...LOL
http://american-otaku.com/2008/12/hello-kittys-boyfriend/

2011年4月25日星期一

是开心吗?

今天心情算不错 好像找回了自己
生活很平静 夜里少不了寂静 但是这份安稳的感觉 我好想珍惜

大风大浪的感觉 有时真的让我喘不过气
是时候安分点 做一个学生应该做的就好
忙正经事的我 少不了那份满足

说真的 好想把自己全投入在课业 长大了就会觉得
感情比功课更不好处理

马上就要考试 功课越来越忙 又回到了我读书的高峰期
读account的人 最忙就是closing
我马上就要到达我的closing啦!!

2011年4月24日星期日

她的到来

This time she is back
This time things went easily and i am so grateful

I thought things could turn out so badly, but it has been a good weekend to me.
Not to sure about what she thinks but i guess this has been the most perfect relation we ever had so far.

Walk around the shopping areas and snap a photo.
Actually i do know that the photo we snap is kinda ...precious.
Because we had never really have 1

Think of the past, i really never been good to her that I should.
But i hope now I can do whatever I could to stays good like now.

2011年4月18日星期一

告一段落

很生气时,做了很傻的事
偏偏也是最明智的决定

你不问,就判我死刑
到底是你残忍,还是我早已失去你的肯定

事情告一段落,我只想丢掉所有的事,一切从来
包括了我曾经拥有的

原来我一直以来 需要的是朋友 不是其它角色
总是有人告诉我 他们要的是什么
其实我也好想告诉说 我要的是什么 怎么好像没有人在意?

放弃,往往是很容易的事
放弃,也是很难过的表现
我放弃解释 很容易
放弃你们 我觉得很可惜

如果离开是解脱 我就是那钥匙